I've alot of things to be thankful for. First off - life, isn't it wonderful with all it's diseases and woeful emotions?
Secondly there's the big fat doozy, love. Oh how it increases in it's agony as you grow.

So that everyone is clear on this I like girls and guys. I'm completely in love with two people. One a guy and one a girl. But it's scary.

Yes I just said that love is scary. It's scary knowing that even if they break my heart and are cruel to me I would still jump in front of a bullet for them, fight death itself to save them, go to the endds of the earth for them. Thankfully they are nice people and I know they both love me, though I'm not sure if they would do the same for me it does not change my feelings. I hope they do... They mite... I really hope so... I doubt one of them knows just how much they mean to me... Considering I wouldn't be here without them...

It's nearly 1am here at the moment btw... And my head hurts...

I'm not a good artist - though some people would beg to differ. Even if I agreed with them slightly I'd say I'm still only an average artist, nothing special.

I AM a good writer though. Some people would say "OMG! your story is horrific, why would you write about someone throwing a baby off a roof?" and others would say "Meyb you shouldn't have put the throwing the baby off the roof part in there but the rest of it was fine." and I'd say "you're all crazy my story is fine the way it is and if you try to make me change it I'll throw YOU off a building." and everyone would say "Ok crazy lady... I'm just gonna go now... >.>"

Anyway... despite my craziness I'm a generally nice person. Even if I'm short and kinda fat and have low self-esteem and have parental issues with my mother and don't think I can draw to save my life.

>.>"

Anyway... I'll write more another day I'm sleepy... nite